To realize that I have made mistakes.
To realize I’m imperfect.
To realize I was fooling no-one.
To finally understand that all of the above is ok.
It’s just ok.
I am fortunate that this next half of my life is an enhancement, a beginning, a chance to improve on who I am and to be a better, happier, fulfilled person. It is a chance to not be lonely, sad, or unhappy, but to break out of those bindings forever. It is my time to work with who I am and what I am and go forward not afraid that people won’t love me for who I am but love me for exactly that.
I realize that to find grace, I must open myself for it. To be still and listen and visualize grace bestowed upon others is how I spend my meditation time.
I realize I can stumble, pick myself up, and not beat myself up for doing so.
I am alive, I am receptive, and I am happy.