Everything about our friendship is special to me. Your happiness is important to me….it is how I am constructed. It is disheartening to me when my friends are sad. I cannot fix you, but I can care; I do care.
What I said today to you was meant not as a joke. I was completely serious.
I know it isn’t like me. But my feelings for you are strong. You know that.
I was an idiot a year ago. I am paying for my mistake. I should have tried, but I was afraid. I was afraid it wouldn’t matter. You see Dave stung me deeply and rocked my confidence. The normal me would have told you, would have tried.
Your embrace is strong and powerful and loving and it does make me feel safe.
You know you always have a place with me. I am right here. For you.